I hurt for the hurt that makes anyone feel that they are better off gone. I hurt for the cause. Mesa, so glad that you reach, claw, scratch and pull and drag yourself back into whatever speck of light you can find. That you find light. So glad that you stayed. You are more valuable here. I am glad you know this. Hugging you. 💞
Death anniversaries are tender. I’m sorry for the pain floaters in the air- apt analogy. Thank you for keeping this important conversation alive (no pun intended)- Jesus Sage! Oy-sorry. My weird coping mechanisms for suicide. That’s a good one for HOPE “hang on pain ends.”🫂
You are so loved, Mesa. And your words are gorgeous and tender for her and for yourself. Leaving her pain in the notebook was so, so wise, you sweet woman. I’m sorry for your loss of your mom. What was her name? ❤️💔💋
I am awed by your strength, grace, empathy, and understanding. You truly are a remarkable person. So glad you’re here. So sorry for your loss, my dear girl ❤️
I’m so sorry you had to experience this heartbreak. I wish she, and all who have died by their own hand, could have known their leaving left us did not leave us better of in any way. Instead it left us bereft and longing for a different ending for their lives. I left us with never ending heartbreak. Somehow you, and I, and all who have this loss have gone on, but oh how I wish for a different story ending for life you shared with your mom. Sending you much love.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Glad you stayed.
Stay.
Thank you, Jim. 🩵
Bless your heart, dear sister. What a legacy… Thank you for sharing.
Thank you dearest Prajna. 🩵
Holding you and the field during this anniversary time, dear Mesa.
Thank you, Mary Beth. Appreciate you. 🫂🩵
Take care Mesa!
You have such wisdom; perhaps life provides gifts in loss. I hope the date, and the days leading up to it, are as gentle as they can be.
Thank you, Shaista. That’s my hope too. 🩵
Lovely piece. Thank you for sharing.
Thanks so much for reading. 🩵🩵
Ooof…I’m sorry you have this legacy from your mom. What a complex anniversary. Blessings and peace as the calendar turns to this again.
Thank you, Mary. 🩵
I hurt for the hurt that makes anyone feel that they are better off gone. I hurt for the cause. Mesa, so glad that you reach, claw, scratch and pull and drag yourself back into whatever speck of light you can find. That you find light. So glad that you stayed. You are more valuable here. I am glad you know this. Hugging you. 💞
Thank you dear Danni. 🩵
Hugs to you, Mesa.
Thank you, Angie. Big hugs right back. 🩵
Death anniversaries are tender. I’m sorry for the pain floaters in the air- apt analogy. Thank you for keeping this important conversation alive (no pun intended)- Jesus Sage! Oy-sorry. My weird coping mechanisms for suicide. That’s a good one for HOPE “hang on pain ends.”🫂
Thank you, Sage. 🩵🫂
Big hugs to you, Mesa. I’m glad you stayed.💛
Me too, Mary. 🩵🫂
Oh, Mesa. My heart hurts for you. And for your mom too.
Thank you, Eileen. I know you know. So much love to you. 🩵
You are so loved, Mesa. And your words are gorgeous and tender for her and for yourself. Leaving her pain in the notebook was so, so wise, you sweet woman. I’m sorry for your loss of your mom. What was her name? ❤️💔💋
Thank you, Maureen. Her name was Diana Kaye. She mostly went by Kaye. 🩵
I am awed by your strength, grace, empathy, and understanding. You truly are a remarkable person. So glad you’re here. So sorry for your loss, my dear girl ❤️
Thank you my friend. I’m so glad you’re here too. 🩵🫂
Beautifully told. Please keep writing.
Thank you, Michele. 🩵
Thank you so much for sharing. I’m so sorry ❤️❤️❤️
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I’m so sorry you had to experience this heartbreak. I wish she, and all who have died by their own hand, could have known their leaving left us did not leave us better of in any way. Instead it left us bereft and longing for a different ending for their lives. I left us with never ending heartbreak. Somehow you, and I, and all who have this loss have gone on, but oh how I wish for a different story ending for life you shared with your mom. Sending you much love.
Thank you, Sally. So much love to you too. 🩵